i am 18. realizing my entire life is slowly creeping up on me. knowing that i should live it up now instead of later. knowing my past will always haunt me. knowing the ones i love most wont always be around. knowing the things i love most make life a whole lot worth wild. knowing my friends dont think of me how i think of them. knowing the one i love is the only one i trust. knowing the girl who was always there for me no longer is. knowing that turning one year older shouldnt be that big of a deal. until that one year older is 19. moving away living on your own meeting new people and replacing the old. i dont think i want to be one year older. but as i get older i see the big picture in life. that you should spend everyday as if its your last. to put a smile on other peoples faces even if your having a bad day. to help others but not forgetting about your own needs. to have fun and love life. by not letting the small things get to you. and to create your own happiness and to give love to those who need it most....so, smile happy looks good on you. :)